A Casino Night.....

miércoles 4 de agosto de 2010


At this time too Agustina inlaid me a horrible woman called Mane Romero Carranza to work, this one was the contact with the local Jew dealers, that was the beginning of problems with the Jew community, this disgusting middle class was the mother of an angelical girl married to the son of the Arabia Saudi Ambassador, she started to offer me goods for the dealers stock, the most of them over priced or from very doubted provenance. Finally she arrived to put inside my deposit a pair of dealers of Miami really Gangsters who I send for sale a tortoiseshell veneer Dutch cabinet who was a painful Calvary for touch the money and who I buy at the same sale pair of stones urns, this was never delivered. But how the planning was targeted on my financial destruction. That was a small anecdote on the master plan. The central fact was make me believed I’m infected HIV and that had doing very effective. Completely demoralized I go alone to Punta del Este to live a free gay life(the medical advice was you are completely healthy safe, only be cautious with using condoms to make sex) But nothing are so simple I must expend a fortune at test for HIV quantities, and make long vestibules waits beside infected people. At this moment the behavioral cognitive therapy was started, shitting on my human rights. But that was not very important as in fact they suspended all my human rights the day I was born.
To day, 12 years after I'm only was sick for three cold. Then I'm never was infected of nothing.
With this spirit I make friend of Junior Eduardo Ayerza son of Eduardo Ayerza husband of Ana Mazzini, this gay man was completely cocaine addict but he had the advantage to be brother for Fabiaban Bioy Casares who was infected by HIV(this one was finally death of this years later) and was a good adviser about the sickness. But if the behavioural cognitive therapy target was repressed my homosexuality the result was absolutely the contrary. Uruguay is a gay country all the males are bisexual specially with the Argentineans, since they look your Buenos Aires car registration, start the seduction dance an that only cost 10 or 20 us dollars and they are not dangerous. I rent a house at Jose Ignacio an small resort twenty kilometers North Punta del Este. As Eduardo junior invited me to his house at "La Pedrera" more to the North, I was mid way, staying some day at each place.
I was loosing any interest to make business but despite that I make two travels to Brazil to pay for goods trading. On one of them, with a quart million dollars cash, at my pocket and go to Conrad Casino where I play Black Jack during all the night, loosing hard most of the time but recovering. When I'm a my quarter million again I gave 500us to the "croupier" an go out to pay the goods to Brazil.
I talk about to try to explain how can be make you a bloody mad with the idea of a terminal illness. Lose the money, the only solution possible will be suicide me. The worst it is on the seven next years I made suicide two times more. Then the cognitive behavioral therapy it is completely criminal and must punish like the murder or the rape of you mind. In fact they act very subtly, making practically impossible to prove as you are over this treatment. My obsession became buy an isolated house and start to paint letting fall the antiques business try to living with very low money and only make really big business. As Carlton Hobbs became most exigent about the quality of the goods. Obviously still unable to understand as the massive purchases of the last years wasn't for the Hobbs stock, perhaps to send for sale at the auctions, unless only to paid me commissions, a way invented for my father to send me money without any register.
As anybody can understand live on the dark is live without the reality. I think when somebody starts to lie as my parents at my birth they was compelled to lie all his life about everything. To the end of the summer a friend of my stepsister Dolores Blaquier and junior Ayerza called Hugo Arias starts o be friend of me too.
At the beginning when I meet this man at the Tavares farm, he disgusting me deeply but during the summer with the drugs and the fake reality I finally add him to my new friends staff.
At the end of the summer this quoted Arias show me a House for sale That was the last trap to devise my fall. The house was beautiful, a cheap master piece of the summer architecture three bedrooms, two bathrooms and one toilet, and a big living room 6mt x 6mt x 3mt high the exactly proportion to be fun painting I furnished this with a fantastic 1959 Rio de Janeiro Jacaranda wood salon set and I start to paint. Putting on sale my apartment at Buenos Aires counting with is sale to pay a part for the house price.
Agustina had a friend, this woman was a Uruguayan maid, who work like is nanny as her stepfather has abused, her mother prefers send out her daughter to divorced her rich husband. The result was the corrupted nanny quickly married Augustine with a man thirty years elder drug addict, bad honest and future minister of Carlos Menem the most corrupted President who we had memory This woman was a middle class real state broker like her partner the repented revolutionary neoconservador minister, Julio Mera Figueroa (today they are owners for 50 o 60 hectares front the sea urbanizing with the stolen money of the Home Minister) This maid was married to a mid gay architect named Pachi Firpo, this one coming for a gay family, two declared gay brothers, one lesbian sister and himself must suported this comment for his first wife”The architect smell like woman” his Father former vice president for “The Rural society” are famous for his glasses and his bow tie and bad taste. The nanny family was not better, she was mother for a drug addict monster, who did plastic surgery, I'm estimate this must during fortnight, with uncertain results. But more, she had a lipo suction specialist brother, who came at a summer coast house dinner, dressed in navy suit with cuff at the end of his pants over ankle level high. That was society proposed by mi motherly family.
Was this woman who sold me the house, she was intime friend with Arias. Before I rent this but two month after I’m obtain the money to pay the first payement about 20.000us dollars, that was the total price 70.000us dollars if I don't bad remember.
During this summer end one day Agustina came to bring me to a house of her aunt "Malenita" there was this digusting woman with her so disgusting sister, the Agustina's mother, an my biological mother. They make me expect sit at a sofa without any explication several minutes after my mother came to look me without any word and making stranges gestes with the hands. I was amazing of this behaviour but I hear she was with alzaimer. Then I'm not think more about. After that I see again my bilogical mother at her farm the next year when the family wish order the sale of the horse carriages collection.